People seek out
excitement. The enormous number of obvious examples available to prove
this fact might lead you to believe that it isn't worth mentioning.
Acknowledging that people do seek excitement, however, leads us nowhere
towards understanding why that might be the case. And so I ask that
you consider, very deliberately, the role of excitement and
what, if anything, this physical and emotional response provides for
the human psyche and anatomy, and the social and cultural endeavors
of humankind.
Excitement:
The state of being roused into action, or of having increased action;
impulsion; agitation. A state of aroused or increased vital activity
in an organism, or any of its organs or tissues.
Excitement feels
good. To participate in an exciting event [even if that participation
is simply passively watching an event unfold, as in professional sports
or at the movie theater] provides the human body with a heightened
level of sensory input. The result, is an increased alertness, and
the physiological and emotional manifestations of "increased action;
impulsion; [or] agitation."
When was the
last time you did something exciting? This is not a trick question,
nor will this essay provide any statistics as to the amount of excitement
that is recommended by board certified physicians. It is merely a
question to illustrate the basic human desire for excitement; a need
just as particular as the need for food and water, and just as personal.
Excitement is subjective; two people aren't any more likely to find
the same things exciting, as they are to find the same foods delicious.
If I tell you that a certain kind of food tastes good, you may disagree
without my being wrong about my perception.
You probably
remember something exciting that happened to you within the last week.
But I assure you, in a few moments, you will remember something exciting
that happened to within the last day; and as your mind circles around
the mysticism of the benign, you will know that your body's desire
and acquisition of excitement transcends your awareness of this constant
consumption.
The smell of
coffee in the morning, the beginning of a monotonous weekday routine;
but the body will have none of this - it literally must be repressed
not to render a chimera from the mundane. Plumes of fragrance mix
with the air like smoke from a fire. The round orb of an orange rests
lazily against a red-delicious apple. The color of the shadow in the
space between them could be easily dismissed; but I assure you there
are amazing colors in that crescent penumbra. The world is an extraordinarily
exciting place.
The boxing match
is now in the final round. Down by six points, the home team has the
ball on their opponent's one yard line with only seconds to go in
the game. The bases are loaded and no one is out. The star center
gets an allyoop pass and seems to hang in mid air, approaching the
rim with slow motion aerial acrobatics. Television provides immediate
access to impersonal excitement; but that is no matter, the mind easily
overcomes this intangible action. Two heavyweight fighters dancing
around on a square blue mat, rendered trapezoidal by the wide angle
lens of the camera. Muscles ripple as sweat flies from the point of
contact between a glistening red glove and a soft contorted face.
At the end of the round, you notice that you are clinching your fists.
The world is an extraordinarily exciting place.
The warm, deep
shadows cast by candlelight illuminate the human body in the most
desirable way. As you watch the flames dancing in her eyes from across
the table, your enraptured conversation is interrupted by a surge
of electrical current generated between the flesh of your hands as
they brush across one another; long fingers intertwined with long
shadows. Distracted conversation continues until your hand gently
meets the soft skin of her face, and then silence. Your heart beat
surges, as you lean across the table to place your lips upon hers.
The world is an extraordinarily exciting place.
Seven thousand
miles from here there is a man standing in the dark. Five minutes
ago he was thinking of his wife and child. He carries a picture of
them in his pocket as he stares down the long barrel of a gun. One
hundred yards away are an indeterminate number of other men waiting
to try to kill him. He stands completely still, listening to his heart
beating. A stream of salty perspiration runs down his cheek into the
corner of his mouth, but he does not move to wipe his face. He stares
silently into the dark. Fifteen seconds from now, he will be startled
by a muzzle flash in the distance; even before he hears the report,
he will instinctively squeeze the trigger of his rifle, automatically
spraying a dozen metal rounds forward at three times the speed of
sound. The world is an extraordinarily exciting place.
Excitement:
The state of being roused into action, or of having increased action;
impulsion; agitation. A state of aroused or increased vital activity
in an organism, or any of its organs or tissues.
To engage in
an exciting activity is to become excited yourself. Human beings recognize
excitement in their own behavior, as well as in the behavior of others;
human or otherwise. A dog's excitement in anticipation of a game of
fetch is undeniable. The quickening pace of padded paws, tail wagging,
and high pitch barks; all signs of "increased vital activity." If
we believe that humans are distinguishable from "lower" animals by
their capacity for reason, that we must conclude that the dog is incapable
of developing a higher understanding of this repetitious behavior.
However, what the dog is consistently capable of, perhaps even beyond
the capacity of any human, is to hope that each time they return
with the ball and drop it at their owner's feet, that there will be
just one more toss. One more excited dash through the long blades
of green grass, sending birds and grasshoppers scurrying as ears and
tail bounce gracefully with each fluid stride. And yet to say that
the dog repeats this behavior simply for the love of its owner is
to miss the point entirely. The dog becomes excited and hopeful
involuntarily; they are a slave to their reflex to engage the physical
and emotional release that comes from the delightfully quickened pace
of an otherwise benign day of lazy naps and gumming chew toys.
Optimism:
A tendency to expect the best possible outcome or dwell on the most
hopeful aspects of a situation.
As described
in the above examples, the unconscious desire to seek excitement makes
itself manifest in many ways, and throughout life there will be many
lessons learned through calculated trial and error. Each time you
run out to fetch the proverbial ball of life, you are bound to meet
some sort of adversity; and though excitement leads you on each time,
as it does the common canine, it is the human capacity for optimism
that has the power to persuade you to believe that benefits will outweigh
the risks. There are many moments in life when the cool logic of rational
thought has no place, and here the dog, incapable of this "higher
reason," has the advantage. Every now and then however, you will be
fortunate enough to chance upon a person, who exudes a little of this
profound "naiveté". These people, wield optimism like a weapon
of mass artifice; they are "fools" for life, and there is much to
be learned from their behavior.
At times, you
can see this excitement just by observing this kind of person: The
Optimist. But more likely, you become aware of their unique
energy and vigilant alacrity while engaged in conversation. You find
that the optimist exudes a genuine passion for both speaking
and listening on the particular topic at hand. And more often than
not the optimist will also apply, with equal measure, the same
integrity to almost any subject at all. What makes the optimist
different, what sets them off from the rest, is that their excitement
is as obvious as it is contagious. Their presence heightens your own
senses, and allows you to find in yourself a level of courage and
desire that you did not know even existed.
These rare souls
dedicate their lives to exploring the breadth of passion that comes
with seeking a goal even when the probability of failure looms like
an insurmountable peak. This is a result of having a unique perspective
on life, and consistently finding amusement in the casual and the
everyday. There is no event, object, or emotion too small for introspective
analysis; under proper scrutiny, a pencil becomes a streamlined tool
with the potential to produce both the sketches of Michelangelo and
also the shaded numbered rectangles of a Lotto card. The passion with
which these people engage the world around them makes their appearance
both a bizarre enigma, as well as a refreshing reprieve from the monotony
which is often perceived to be cloaking the seemingly "small"
wonders of the modern world.
Often dismissed
as "foolish", "naive", or "absentminded" the genius and the excitement
of the true optimist, the true sapient human consciousness, is misunderstood
and admonished more often than praised and revered. The higher consciousness
available to the mind engaged in this critical confabulation has no
obvious applicability in an empty value system where success is measured
only with a dollar value. And yet for the elevation of the body and
soul, there is no feat greater, no instant more precious, and no act
more sensual than the complete surrender to the involuntary excitability
of the mind.