R. D. Kushner
September 11,
2002
Today is not a day
for blame. Today is not a day for debate. It is not a day for playing politics
or touting religion. Today is not even a day for patriotism. Today is simply
a day for remembering.
The
Jewish new year, Rosh Hashanah is typically a time of reflection and celebration;
and this year, for all Americans, there is much to reflect on and also much
to celebrate. I heard a sermon last weekend that contained an anecdote that
was as simple and clear as a Zen koan. It highlighted an interesting dichotomy
of human existence: that a person is both unique and insignificant at the
same time.
The
Rabbi stated that you should have two pieces of paper in your pocket at
all times, and you should read them every day. One piece of paper that says
you are small and insignificant and nothing more than a collection of dust,
and another that says that you are unique and irreplaceable. The humility
of such a statement is staggering; it celebrates the brilliance of the metaphysic
of human self-consciousness, while also acknowledging that one life is less
than a spec of dust in an infinite universe.
Today
is a day for remembering. And as we remember, we should think about how
small the world will feel today; a day when all of humanity will be sharing
the same memories. In different languages and in different countries across
the globe the human mind will be fused as one giant metallic weld of consciousness.
Some will laugh, some will cry, some will mourn and some will celebrate,
some will lash out, some will conceal their emotions, some will reach out
to strangers and some will turn their backs on friends, some will become
angry and some will be calmed, some will feel lost in a sea of doubt and
some will gain new clarity of vision, some will hate, some will love, some
will try hard just to remember and some will beg to forget.
Today
there is an electric current pulsating through the mind; there is an unconscious
awakening in the deepest recesses of the brain. The human instinct to try
to make sense of the world has been vibrated like the chord of a cello and
the resonances have synchronized the meditations of an entire planet.
A week
from now this advancing tide will recede. If we are lucky, this rise will
have been revelatory, and its retreat will reveal that our insignificance
is a great asset. As the entire world surveys the landscape of its memories
one thing will stand out like a blazing sun on the western horizon: each
day should be lived as a celebration of life. This is what we will need
to remember.